BRAVE BUT AFRAID

Hi my name is Jessie Maron kinda having anxiety with this but rather say my story then say nothing at all. I have a mental illnesses PTSD which is Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or witnessing it. Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares and severe anxiety, as well as uncontrollable thoughts about the event.Many people who go through traumatic events have difficulty adjusting and coping for a while, but they don't have PTSD — with time and good self-care, they usually get better. But if the symptoms get worse or last for months or even years and interfere with your functioning.

 As well as Depression which is a mood disorder that causes a persistent feeling of sadness and loss of interest.  I was diagnosed at age fourteen. I had a traumatic event at the age of fourteen that triggered my depression and anxiety.

Childhood schizophrenia is a severe brain disorder in which children interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenia involves a range of problems with thinking (cognitive), behavior or emotions. Schizophrenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and disordered thinking and behavior. Signs and symptoms may vary, but they reflect an impaired ability to function.

I have been hospitalized at least seven times for depression and hallucinations. It has alot of effect my daily life..I am too anxious to go out of the house by myself most of the time, i like to have a parent or someone I trust with me. I do not try to hide it, has lowered my self esteem, and I struggle alot with it in my day to day.